So,

Today, on top of all the crazy stuff I have to do for work, in life, etc. my kid is bugging out. She's screaming, she's yelling, she crying and snot is sliding out of her nose. My head hurts. Why is she doing this? I'm not sure. First she says her elbow hurts but literally two seconds later she's chasing the cat around the house screaming and yelling at him. Then she decides she wants to eat cake but not eat food. She screamed, yelled, hollered, and carried on for close to twenty minutes yelling at the top of her lungs and causing me a horrible headache. I've locked myself in the bathroom to distance myself from the noise. To try and have some kind of quiet. I'm not sure what all of this is. I'm not sure if she's tired or upset or what. It's highly unorthodox for her to behave this way and I'm really not sure what is going on but I know I'm tired.  My head hurts. I was looking forward to a nice relaxing, quiet night at home.

Days like this, I seriously question why I even became a mother. This is what I thought I wanted. I so badly had to have this.  I miss my old life.