I Can't Sleep!

I've been doing this weird thing lately. If I go to sleep too early, before 11, I wake up in the middle of the night and just lay there, doing nothing. If I go to sleep late, after 12, I'm tired in the morning and can't get out of bed, it's so annoying.

I have been spending money like crazy! I am redecorating my bathroom and kitchen and (big shocker!) I have really expensive taste. I purchased one of those vessel sinks for my bathroom

though mine is gold and not yet installed. New flooring, like a sandstone, new tub fixtures, new sink cabinet and new toilet. I need to get new light fixtures and a new medicine cabinet but, next pay day.

For my kitchen, I bought a new vintage stove, new vintage fridge and vintage accessories, canisters, toaster, mixer, etc. I need to buy new kitchen cabinets (which should really put a hurting on my pockets) and probably some other new stuff, table, breakfast bar, etc.


So, for the most part, I've been loving my new job. I still don't like the hours but, my position is not hard at all, the pay and benefits are good and my co-workers are pretty good. I think my mood for the most part has been good. I've felt okay.

I don't seem to be losing any weight. I'm not gaining any (always a good thing) but, I'm doing a whole lot more than I was and I'm not eating crazy amounts of food. My body just seems to like being at this weight though I still want to get back to my regular size. For the most part, I try to stick with fruit and vegetables and water for the bulk of the day. I may have some soda or juice at night but nothing serious. According to my pedometer, I'm walking between 12,000 and 16,000 steps a day, (and this is only from the time I leave the house until I take off my clothes when I get home which is about 20 minutes after I step foot in the house) depending on how much desk work I have to do in a given day. In addition to this, I've once again been doing my power yoga so what the deal is? I'm not sure.

Nothing new on the dating scene. I met a few people here and there but as always, same bull.

I bought some new furniture for my living room also. Two new chairs, a new coffee table and a tv stand and computer desk I found on craigslist for a hundred bucks delivered to my door!

I'm going to try to get back to sleep since I'm supposed to be up in about 3 hours.