Uggh again, I forgot that this is what school is like.

While I said my professor is cool, she really is, is has this strange notion that we should actually have to prove what we learned by doing, eeek! dare I say actual homework. All the other classes only really required of us a project and simple test both done on the last day. But not this lady, she is great so I don't want to hate on her but Goddess I've had to do a lot of work. Here I am, up at 1:30 in the morning and I still won't be finished for like another hour or so. I have been away from actualy school for so long that I think I forgot what this was about. I haven't had to do this much work since my days as a double majored undergrad. Not even graduate school the first time around was this hard. I've got so much shit to do.

For some reason, probably the hypothyroidism, my legs are swollen. Bad enough I am a fat legged, fat chick, as opposed to fat chicks who somehow keep thin legs, (how do they do that?), now my legs are swollen and it doesn't look cute. Today, this man was staring at my legs and I began to feel self conscious but I had to snap myself out of it. I have two meetings with two different adoption agencies next week, we'll see how things work out if I ever survive this class. I better get an 'A'. Have to go, lot's of shit to do.